Not Fun

So it's Monday and I've spent a good portion of the day doing something I don't particularly like and I'm really not very good at and that's administrative stuff. I've had to work pretty hard to get as 'organized' as I am and that's probably not saying much.

Here's a pile for you
My desk it pretty much a landscape of different piles of varying sizes, shapes and heights. It annoys me, but what annoys me more is sitting down to do something about it. At least I went through some of the bills that are going to need to be paid and cleared off a little area so I can rest my arms on my desk to type without papers sticking to them.

I can't think, it hurts
Have you ever forced yourself to think when you just don't feel like it? You know, try to be creative about one thing when you'd rather just ignore it and focus on something else. That's been the other part of my day. I've got a good friend who's giving me his pool if I can just get it here from FL. With summer coming, I'm stoked and I may be able to get it here this weekend. I'm dreaming of a pool, and building a deck around it and having my backyard be more than weeds. I'd be my wife and kid's hero. But I'm forcing myself to focus on 'church stuff' and it's such a struggle right now, it literally hurts my head. Maybe I'll just go to Home Depot and Lowes...it certainly sounds like it will help. I'll let you know.