Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Faithful

My life is by no stretch of the imagination something to be considered difficult when compared to the suffering and trials of so many others. And still, there are times when you just feel like everything is falling apart and you question whether or not you're really doing what you're supposed to be doing or are at the right place or just wonder - "why me?" The last few days have been that kind of time for me.

  • We found out a good friend of ours is planning on getting a divorce because "we never should have gotten married in the first place" Huh? It's a little too late for that now. Especially when you're a believer and know what God's design for marriage is. Like John says in Marley and Me - "mend it don't end it!"
  • Other marriage issues include unmarried women shacking up with married guys while claiming to be a believer but being completely unrepentant, teenage couples with no means of support, no plan and disapproving families planning on getting married, and then there's always the unmarrieds who are having sex and living together. We think that's so common now some people say it's normal or ok. Wrong again.
  • Our air conditioner breaks
  • Close friends who have lost their job just told us they may now have to move away from here and a great support system because they don't have the finances to be able to stay while they figure things out
  • We've got "sexting" issues we're having to deal with (and some parents are more upset that we're dealing with it than that it's going on in the first place)
  • Our Family Pastor (Claude's) brother had a heart attack yesterday and is on life support. Claude and his wife flew down early this morning.
  • My laptop died so I have to start over (and am not mobile) in preparing for this weeks message, for worship and other things. (EDIT: I fixed it - or at least I got it working)
  • We found out that our kids are going to be dropped from insurance starting Sept 1st - only going to cost an extra $900 a month unless we can figure something else out.
  • And then there's so-called "customer service" - Lora has a ring - it's been repaired once and supposedly rebuilt the second time (within a year) and after 4 months, they seem to think it's natural wear and tear that stones are loose again. I'm not done with them yet but don't recommend them. Had phone and internet issues too and problems still aren't resolved.
Well that's enough to give you a pretty good idea of what's going on. And yet, with all this turmoil, I'm reminded that my marriage is strong, my kids are healthy, our family is safe, I'm employed, Christ is still on the throne AND He hasn't ever left me. he knows my name, my troubles and my heart. And He deserves praise and honor -whether things are going well or not. Why? Because He's faithful.

So how's your week been?

11 comments:

Anonymous said...

Pretty good comparatively.Will be in my prayers.

Dean Hewitt said...

I used to have these same feelings like "why me" and just feel like I couldn't get my head around why all these things were happening.....then I got my Bible right.

Michelle Lodeserto (Santoro) said...

Just when things are comfortable, they get uncomfortalbe. So much so that we think "why me" yet God knows we're growing in our faith through it all. Think about a classroom...the teacher could make the kids really comfortable and let them play video games all day long. But are they growing? Probably not. It's when the teacher gives them hard math problems and complicated reading questions (putting them in uncomfortable situations)where the real growth happens.

Unknown said...

I'll be praying for you... and Dean Hewitt is a jerk.

Aliciae2 said...

Thanks for the reminder that a Pastor's life is just as frustrating as the rest of ours (though, mostly more so, being that you have an entire flock to attend to). I made a list, recently, of all the reasons I have to be thankful in my life. Mine wasn't one of the lifestyles that anyone could be proud of for a while. God turned it all around for me when I finally realized (FOR MYSELF) that He had better in store. So I appreciate the problem you're having with people in your life who's lifestyles are disappointing to you. I'm terribly sorry to hear about the Cannon's brother... that's awful and I'll keep praying for that situation.
Alicia

Dean Hewitt said...
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e said...

hugs and love to the Ebeling family.

You know who said...

Dean, I'm sorry, but please stop. You might not approve of our pastor or disagree with his theology or even think he is a heretic. That's fine. However, even if he's completely wrong, an ignorant brethren (as you called him in your blog), or not even a Christian, for you to use this as an opportunity to to try and tear him down is just low and mean. I'm not sure what you're trying to accomplish by acting this way, but it's not appreciated by any of us. Maybe that will make you happy or maybe you'll use this as fodder for your blog to point out how we are all blinded by the tainted doctrine he's spewing from the pulpit or something, but none of us put any respect into the hurtful ways you choose to make your points.

Jason, I love you man and I'm sorry you're having a rough week. As it turns out, I have a lot of free time on my hands and would love to help if you need it. I love you buddy and am praying for you and the family (and you too Claude).

Much love....

Jason Ebeling said...

Dean - I deleted your "explanation" post attacking the character of my friend Matthew where you called him an "enemy of the Gospel."

Save it for your own blog.

Sheila said...

That's why we love you Jason! YOU HAVE A HEART FOR GOD AND OTHERS! (unlike our blog stalker!).
Thank you for the prayers and for the reminder that we are all saved by grace and we have God to rely on when it gets crappy!
We love you and Lora and we miss our church family and friends.

Jenn said...

We don't need to "get the Bible right", it stands alone as being right and true. However, at times we ALL need to do some examining of our OWN heart and motives...work on getting our own heart right and in line with God's word.

Thank you brother Ebeling for your encouragement by way of putting into practice what you have studied from God's word. Thank you for taking a stand for truth without compromise.

My husband and I especially appreciate your realness, and the fact that you do not set yourself up as the all knowing authority. You instruct in truth that God, through Jesus Christ our Savior is the authority! You encourage us to search the Bible for ourselves. Even though God has called you lead us in God's truth, you do so will grace and humility. If we question something, you are open to discussing it, and sharing truth through the Bible.

Blessings to you, Lora and your sweet family! We love you all with the Love of the Lord!